Where do I begin to explain why I've been avoiding and will continue to avoid ya'll? I've been home for three days, but I don't think I've logged into HW since the day before I left the Clemens.
Before I left the computer had become infected with some kind of obnoxious virus thingy and I thought the problem had been resolved but while I was gone it came back. And we couldn't get rid of it. So, lo and behold, we must reinstall the operating system.
Of course my family switched to the Ubuntu installation, but that wasn't fully set up either. No printers, no video, etc. The first day I set to work on it I reinstalled windows, which deleted my boot loader, which I spent hours trying to get back, finally reinstalling Ubuntu. Long story short, I dumped Windows altogether, but I spent 2.5 days staring at progress bars as I installed and updated and upgraded and reinstalled. It's rather difficult to do anything when you're restarting the computer every hour or so, or when you're running a 5 hour download, so that's one reason why I haven't been around much.
The second reason I'm not around much is just real life. My brother's birthday was yesterday, my sister is leaving on Sunday, the triple birthday party is on Saturday (and I looove planning for that.

) deliveries keep happening, and deliveries without a working computer add to the complications.
And the third reason is something I can't quite explain. A sort of reluctance to take back up the mantle of responsibility, the strange lack of desire to do anything online, a sort of pointlessness to it all. These days I'd rather find a book to read, or bury my nose in Lightning Ranger or find some sewing to do than even
look at my e-mail. And I'm not sure why... I can't very well blame the entire internet for my indecisiveness...
All that to say; I'm here but I'm not here. I'm home, but I haven't really returned. I do check my e-mail at least once a day, so if there's any problems you can shoot me a message and I'll read it, but hopefully there's nothing life-threatening going on because I'm not paying attention.

And I am sorry. I'm having a really hard time right now, and it's going to continue for the next two weeks. My fellow Marcher Lords, my fellow Council Members; I know I have somewhat abandoned you, but I will return eventually.