Well... I guess I'll post again. More the merrier right? Actually, don't answer that.
Since my last post, I've come to the point where I'm a lot less concerned about HW. Sure, right now isn't that great because we don't know what road to take forward, and we have to consider Jay, and we're concerned for each others feelings, etc. etc. But taking a step back, turning my head on an angle and getting a different perspective of the situation, I've discovered:
It's just a forum.
*shields face* Don't throw rocks!

You know that I love HW.
I'm just saying, when it comes to friendships being in jeopardy, hearts being torn, feelings crushed, and people feeling abandoned and/or ignored, honestly, I would rather lose the forum. It's only a forum; a board on the internet where a bunch of people talk. Obviously we are all more important to each other than this collection of 1's and 0's, so why is it so difficult for us to come to an agreement, or at the very least, share how we feel?
I'll be the first to admit my opinions might be wrong about how HW should be run. But I'm willing to put my preferences aside and compromise if that means we will all work together and see something get done. I'll share my thoughts, but know that that's all they are: thoughts! They can be run through the shredder in a heartbeat if it means I hurt any one of you. Doesn't mean I'll change my thoughts, or go back on my word (if I give it), but it does mean I won't let them come between any one of you and I.

So my thoughts, right now? I really don't care if the place is run by a group of ML's or by a new admin. My only real desire would be that now, the Council be removed and everyone return to their yellow ranks. I know I've said otherwise elsewhere, so let me explain my change of mind: I've realized ML's run the board. They have their own areas, they keep them in line and running on track. The Council however, don't have any
real purpose in the running of the forum. They "run the forum" so's to speak, but they don't have any given area to
lead, since the ML's do that, and basically are there for ML's to go to should there be trouble. So the Council do... what exactly? I could be wrong, but the rank itself doesn't seem to serve any legit purpose. Give me a slap on the wrist if I'm speaking of turn, but that's my perception of things; I could be seeing it through the wrong lens.
I would also venture to say -- *hesitates* Guys, you know I love you, don't you? But if we're all honest, a lot of the high ranking members on the board are very rarely present, and simply do not have the time to perform at the peak their rank requires. They have busy lives, and we all understand that! Me more than anyone! But this makes it hard to look at the leadership as a whole, because you have to automatically write off some members because you know they aren't on call. Some honest demotions by their own volition would be in my perfect world in my head, and maybe promoting some who could more readily fill the roles. I just requested a demotion on HWHF, and it smarts. Big time.

But I know I am a dead weight over there, and as much as I wish I
wasn't, parading around as though I'm an active member doesn't help the board, and it takes the place of someone who could do the position justice. But why am I saying that?

Several of you know what that's like already.

Okay, end ramble. Those are my thoughts. If HW were my castle, I'd thin out/rebuild the leadership team, and perhaps elect a fresh admin over it. And make HW shiny.

I love the Anduin blueprints!

I'd steal them and make my castle very very shiny... *cough* Okay. I'm all done.