Amen! Thank you all so much for posting, I love it!

God has placed in my heart a love for those who struggle with depression and a calling to help them. That's been made even more obvious by those He's placed close to me. I ache for those who hurt even if I haven't met them, but along with that, every person I've ever called my best friend --save one, and I'm not entirely sure about him-- has either contemplated suicide or tried it. It's real to me. It blesses me so much to see everyone sharing and comforting and talking about God's hope here.
I didn't call what I have depression until the last year, it was just seasonal and I brushed it off saying that others have it way worse. But then last year it didn't let up after winter was over, and I was stuck in that until about June of this year. And I realized, it's ok to admit I have a problem. To say I don't will just make things worse.
I still struggle with not knowing how to function or feel emotions properly on some days; I'm still scared to death that this winter will be the worst yet; I still don't trust people as friends outside of my parents, siblings, and two best friends who have stuck by me my whole life. But by God's grace I'll be ok

And so will all of you. I love you.
My name is Arias, also known as Ashley Mayberry, and I am a godly young woman who has struggled with depression. My God is merciful when I fail Him, trustworthy when no one else is, comforting when I hurt, and gives me purpose when I have none. He loves me.