Thanks so much for sharing, Bethy! 

I guess writing ourselves a character that feels similarly to how we do at times in life gives us (in an upside down - back to front kind of way) someone to identify with, or something to identify with 
us. Characters I feel the most for are ones who have gone through the same things I have.
I was the same. 

 I always loved grammar in school, especially when I had to write essays or short stories, and I guess my desire to become an author has been built on that.
Still; as much as I love it, when I'm standing outside of an evening and I view a beautiful sunset, it irritates me that my mind goes, "Wow, that's awesome! I should write about that..." instead of just admiring it! Conversations in my head usually go:
Me: What a beautiful sunset. The clouds floating past catch the dying rays, causing the clouds to shine golden and pink...
Bush: Ugh, enough already! Can't you just look at it and admire it without trying to describe it?
Me: Oh yeah. 
*both watch for a while*
Me: *muttering* As the sun sinks further the pink shades darken the clouds to a deeper violet... what's another word for "violet"?
Bush: You're doing it again!!!
Me: Oh! Yeah! Sorry!
And around, and around and around they go. 
 
 